Lately, I'm super obsess about losing weight and all. Even though I know that I'm not even that fat to worry about my weight, I still want to lose weight and build muscles (yes! I want to build muscles! I want abs. HAHAH!). I blame it on watching too much Victoria's Secret fashion shows on YouTube. VS models are so damn skinny, tall and most of them have a really interesting or rather exotic kind of faces that I really envy. Check out this Victoria's Secret fashion show http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZJ7vcYLAo5I

Admit it or not, all girls want to have this kind of body.

This is Miranda Kerr, one of my favorites among the VS angels! Can you believe she already have a son?

Victoria's Secret Angels (Miranda Kerr, Candice Swanepoel and Alessandra Ambrosio)

Dayumm! Just looking at their pictures makes me feel like I'm a less woman. lol. Okay, going back about losing weight, well, I've been being such a freak about it lately. I'm working out at home for at least three times a week for 20 to 30 minutes, I'm watching every food I eat (I even downloaded a calorie counter app to my phone), sometimes I skip meals and starve myself too (I know it's wrong). So yeah, that was my routine but then I don't see any changes and that slightly disappoints me but not that much. Somehow, I'm contented to what my body looks like but then I still want a better physique (to look good naked! kidding!).