I regret showing him such indecisive attitude. I know I'm hot-headed and I get angry easily .. idk idk.. maybe I'm too suspicious or paranoid or what but I'm trying my best here not to think negative. Well, after all, he's the main reason why I'm like this but I don't want to blame it all to him. I know we'll be fine, just have to be patient and trust to God. One thing I know is that I don't want to lose him, I don't wanna say goodbye. That's all goodnight everyone.