Hey guys ! Sorry for neglecting my blog for almost a month I think?
So many things had happened and changed me this past weeks, I can only say that I'm really stressed out lately. Sorry but I just can't talk about things that are happening in my life right now, I don't know but I just need to think and refresh my mind. I'd just think positive and believe that if bad thing didn't happen, how would you be able to feel the good ones?
Ehem.. enough of my drama! Anyway I came back with a drama review I just finished watching.

There's a lot of things that is going on in my head right now. It's about my life but specifically, it's more about my lovelife.

So yeah, haven't been on a while since then and I really can't tell all about it 'coz I think it's too personal. Let's just say that everything seems to fall apart and slowly fading between 'us', and that's the sad part of it, when you gave all your effort and love to someone but it doesn't seem to work at all and you have no choice but to think that maybe, just maybe it's about time to drift apart 'coz everything sucks.

It doesn't mean I don't love him anymore, it's just that I don't see my worth to him anymore. I was always holding on what he'd said before that he don't want to see me cry so he'll not hurt me anymore, but he did, again.

I don't know why and how can he do those things to me when he knows that it's wrong and he'll hurt me that way. I can't think of anything that I had done wrong for him to do such hurtful things to me. Or maybe I'm just not enough.

Everything sucks but still life must go on with me. Anyway, we talked the last time and both decided to just cool if off for now, not to talk to each other for a while. How far can we go even if we don't talk? I don't know if we'll be okay again but we just have to take a risk into it. If ever I give a chance, will it ever be the same again? Another and last chance, maybe? Or maybe not?