I think that everything what's happening in my life sucks! I get really bored everyday and I'm doing almost all same things everyday. There's nothing new. And another not-so-cool and sucks is my relationship with my boyfriend, it seems like it's so complicated. I get easily irritated to him, getting really jealous easily over things, I get hurt easily, overthinking and all. Sometimes I feel like I want to end our relationship but ended up realizing that I should not 'coz I really can't. I wish everything will happen the way I wanted them to be.

**but of course I should not let myself down with this things. Everything sucks but I'm smiling. I know I can handle this. Fighting! :p